Dedicated to my Father.
This is my daddy. He passed away January 11, 2011. My mom found him in bed at about 12:20 AM. This was THE most scary day in my life so far. I was the first person she woke up. She was confused, she was hysterical and i didn’t know what was going on. She ran back to the bedroom and came back a few seconds later. I on the other hand, frozen in fear and shock in my bed, was hoping it was just another one of those times he goes into a coma. Not this time. When she came back she said, “baby, i can’t do this i can’t do life i can’t be a good mother without him. He can’t really be gone. Honey, i think your fathers dead. “
Ever since then our lives are terrible. Only 10 days after this my grandmother passes away.
Now its months later, and we are still in a terrible place.
I’m 16, and i lost my father due to him being an Alcoholic and his liver completely failed. Which we all should know, we cannot live without a liver.
I miss my daddy. I still cry almost every day still. We’ve gotten better, but it will never be the same.
He may not have been the father a child should have, but he was my father. We only get one of those in life. I love him and miss him will all my heart. That for a fact will never change.
Daddy, I love you.
<3, your Punkin. :)